What is there to say about me...

- Nineteen
- College student
- Excuse my many "likes" to your posts, rarely do I re-blog now days
- I apologize for not blogging as much anymore for I merely have nothing interesting in my life to show for.

 

 
These thoughts running through my head, wondering where do I go from here.
Do I want to awaken from this dream or do I want to keep on dreaming and avoid facing reality.
Drowning myself in these thoughts and feelings that are eating me up wondering how I got here. 
Thus creating a safe haven for her thoughts and no one knowing what she’s going through.
Instead, the girl inside is dead; not knowing what’s going on around her while the person who carries this girl is smiling for all to see, pretending she’s okay.
Fooled by the smile she possesses, no one daring to ask if anything is wrong with her. 
The confusion of thoughts she faces wants nothing to do with her, instead she chooses to push them aside and hide.
Maybe hoping they’ll stop eating and poking at her. Eventually knowing one day, it’s all going to explode and lead her down an unknown path. 

These thoughts running through my head, wondering where do I go from here.

Do I want to awaken from this dream or do I want to keep on dreaming and avoid facing reality.

Drowning myself in these thoughts and feelings that are eating me up wondering how I got here.

Thus creating a safe haven for her thoughts and no one knowing what she’s going through.

Instead, the girl inside is dead; not knowing what’s going on around her while the person who carries this girl is smiling for all to see, pretending she’s okay.

Fooled by the smile she possesses, no one daring to ask if anything is wrong with her.

The confusion of thoughts she faces wants nothing to do with her, instead she chooses to push them aside and hide.

Maybe hoping they’ll stop eating and poking at her. Eventually knowing one day, it’s all going to explode and lead her down an unknown path. 

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